Saturday, January 29, 2011

That day I miss you

27th Jan 2011

go to your place.. I dream u mad and I miss u ..

Saturday, January 22, 2011

RECENT

blue
my mood my heart even my soul
totally is blue..
I want to BRUSH UP myself..!!!
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!
WHY? WHY NOT?

HATE MYSELF
FEEL ALONE
STRESS
DOWN
DAMMIT
Would you save me?
Should I save you?!
YOU = ME
STUPID!!
IDIOT!!
BASTARD!!

WHAT ELSE I CAN DO WITHOUT NAGGING???
WHAT THE HELL I AM-.-
SUCK!
NASTY!!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

tea time

..之前的無話不說 現在的無話可說..
聽到。。 靜了下 =_= 腦袋轉了幾秒。。
很正視這句話
聽到了會怕==''
情況發生在四個女生的喝茶聚會
時間要結束喝茶的15分鐘前


現在想。。
不是我們沒話聊 而是我們在等待平靜 等待氣氛 等著時機 等待對方說出自己的最進。。
很多很多不同的事情 第一時間分享的不是知己
那種第一的分享 已經不在
再見面就只可以等待時機 等待氣氛 等待機會。。
想起來還蠻傷感的。。
畢竟 我還是很想 第一時間和你們分享。。很多很多。。
只是不在一起。。 憋了很久。。。很傷心
不管是開心還是傷心 都留不住 拿第一分享的時間。。

其實很想跟你們說我最近怎麼 怎麼 怎麼 那樣 那樣 那樣
特別是。。很無助的時候T.T

真的真的 很懷念以前一起上學的時光。。
不管有沒有事情發生 都會見到對方 每一次的心情 都可以第一時間分享。。
信任已經建立 真誠已經產生
單純 白癡 怪懶 都已經明白你就是這樣。。
少說也認識了十年 十五年 五年 很難得 。。很想珍惜。。

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

My life 2011?

Hmm.. Is a new year for everyone..
is a different goal for me..

is a new challenge for me.. and my life..
could i just leave it?.. T-T Fuck my thinking..
NOt over 3am i cant fall into sleep..why?
im asking myself too..
because i'm too free and there's nothing i can do with..

i start to create my life with full memory journey
i wish it to become truth
but it's hopeless..
i lack of confidence, skill, n great result..
totally is being suck!

why i don't have a good thinking to prove my skill
and my habit is really damN timid!!
i hate that..
but
Mildred said:let's we yell 《It's My Life!!》
haha ..
wanna rock with your life isn't it?
no matter what was it happening..
That yours LIFE ..My Life!